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Me :)

This is another shot of Lucas.. There is such artistry in his form it catches me breathless at times. We talk every day now, but sparingly throughout. I feel like we grow closer and closer. He has dogs and I have dogs.. Lol crazy sounding I know but we connect. He just gets me I guess. Its always exciting at the start of something you fear for yet cherish all at once. I’m hoping to spend New Years with him but am currently unsure of his or my plans. Its Xmas eve and I feel little of the spirit. With Dad how he is, unless I’m texting or being texted by Lucas I rarely smile during the day. The stress keeps building with my bills from going to the hospital. Its been rough but I’ll make it no matter what. I feel like I need to change yet I look at myself and barely recognize myself. But not because I’ve become different but because I feel true freedom. To just… Be myself. I’ll figure my life out as it comes along.. Working in Ft. Walton will change that. Having my favorite job of all time will def improve my overall happiness. Theres great power in knowing ones self. Your heart. I’m going to start writing more. Writing goals and dreams. I used to write so much. It seems I’ve already begun.

I am back people!? After a sebatical of 4 months I have returned!? This fine young man is Lucas and man are we crushing on each other!? In other news I only smoke dro. My moms a bitch. My dad may lose his only foot but Im staying positive. Feels so good to have a place for my thoughts again!? Also I should mention, Ive had a second more personal blog for almost as long as this one and when I get my url again Ill link it :)

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